Something new..
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Last
Friday, I did a
niat. I dunno what's the english word for "
niat".
My
niat was, on the following
Friday(
ie. yesterday), I will change something about myself. But of course I didn't share with anybody this
niat of mine,
takut-takut pulak tak menjadi kan. I didn't share it with my family neither did I share it with
Fadzli. And this
niat of mine, it was not due to anybody but it comes sincerely and naturally from my heart.
Before I went to work, I asked my
nephew, "
Abg, Acik klakar tak?" and he nodded his head. I was kind of devastated. But when my
adik saw me, she said, "
Kan sweet gini.." and my
Mom, "
Macam gini la Mak suka...". My
Mom told me not to believe it when my
nephew nodded because firstly, he might not understand and secondly, he might have thought that I asked him whether I am funny, not whether I look funny.
Dad, he was smiling away. =)
When I arrived at the office in the morning yesterday, I was one of the first. Actually, I was the third to arrive. And considering that I am sitting at the reception area, there is no way I can "
escape".
The first person to see me was
Kak Normah. She came in and at first she didn't notice it was me. But when she realise it was me, she smiled.
Syikin was the next one, and she hugged me.
Abg Salleh teasingly said I am the new staff and then
bersyukur.
Kak Sa'adah and
Khalisah was like happy for me.
Yati, she didn't notice it was me and when she realise that it was me, she was like happy for me too.
Kak Marsila too. And
Kak Seri. =)
Kak Mariah was on urgent leave. =(
I guess the positive reaction of the people around me is what gave me the encouragement.
Fadzli, well,
sanggup dia tak tido tunggu my MMS of me.
So what's the change in me?
Yes, that's the change.
Took afternoon off just so I could spend time with
Fadzli and his kids.
Amirah is adorable. And I guess she likes me. =)
Adorable, isn't she?We went
White Sands. Had our lunch and walked around. After which, we took the
MRT to
Tampines.
Maybe next time we can go out of the east side, yes? Of course when I have more confidence. And please bring the pram next time, ok?
