A Love Letter...
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Dear current batch of year 3's,
I understand that I wasn't really a good senior to all of you, not even the juniors from students' council. In fact, I wasn't even a friendly senior to most of you.
But since you GCE A Levels are coming soon, I would like to take this opportunity to wish all of you the best of luck. You've managed to conquer the first 2 years of your pre-university life. I am sure that you will be overcome this final hurdle.
Whatever your results might be during your mid years and the upcoming preliminary examinations, what matters most is your GCE A Levels. I am not saying that you shouldn't be doing well for these two examinaions, you should give your 100% already but for GCE A Levels, remember to give your 200%.
It's just a matter of time. Time flies without even you realising it. So be sure to make full use of it. Never say that you do not have time. Everbody have 24hours per day. Nobody has extra time.
It's not too late to start now if you have not started.
Don't be shy to approach the teachers. They'd be more than willing to help. Trust me. You need not neccessarily meet your subject tutors. You can even meet those who neer taught you at all. Yes, they might nag and scold you but they are as nervous as you for your examinations. MI-B teachers are a friendly bunch of teachers. I can't say for MI-TT teachers, not because I have something against them, but because I don't know them. Anyway, it's ever too late to ask for help.
Just remember this: no matter what, I am still your senior. Beep me if you need help. I'd be here to give you moral support.
Love from your senior,
Anith
03B2
1st Students' CouncilOk. Different story altogether now.
Something that happened last night.
Girls, have you ever been asked to get into a relationship by a guy via sms and the message goes something like this, "
So u nk jadi matair i or nt?", after you spent the last 10 minutes of the phone conversation with the same guy earlier avoiding the question.
That was the most "
informal" way someone has ever asked me to be his girlfriend before. I mean I have been asked to be somebody's girlfriend via SMS before but not with that kind of message. Something new.
Heh. After that message, I totally ignored his other messages. So it got to a point when he messaged, "
U da tk nk layan i lagi kn?".
Kesian aku baca.
Tapi he made the wrong move. Sorry dude.
Then today, just a few minutes ago, he messaged again, "
Jadi thira cyg nk jadi matair i tk?". I replied stating that I barely even know him and how can I be sure that he's not like other guys so his reply was he's still in NS so it's impossible for him to play me out. I beg to differ. The last time I had a boyfriend who was in NS, he was the one who played me out, regardless of the fact that he only booked out of camp once a week. So I just simply replied, "
Desperate." and this guy don't seem to be getting the hint and he went on saying, "
U think abt it.. Den u kasi i jawapan sok k..." to which I didn't reply, and he went on messaging again, "
Coz u r nice.. N u sng 2 tok t.. I suka gal cam u.. i nk spend my tym wif u.. 2 share my sorrows and happiness.. 2 hv a life wif a gal tt can treasure me..".
Fuck la.
He just proved to me he's just a
bloody STMF with his last message. Thanks but no thanks because I find it
ridiculously-ridiculous considering that we know each other for barely a month and met each other only once. There is no possible way that you will be able to fall in love with me in a short period of time.
Stop it sia.
The ironic thing is, just
tadi after work when I was having dinner with
Jo kat kedai kopi depan my
tempat kerja, I was just telling him that I've been driving guys away once they start confessing their feelings towards me. No. I am not ready to take a plunge into another relationship again. Partly because I can't seem to be able to trust guys just as yet, hopefully I will in the future. And maybe partly because I am loving my single life, to a certain extent. Yes. I admit that I miss being somebody's other half. You know. The feeling of
dimanja,
dibelai, etc. But I'd rather forgo all these than being hurt again.
That was the reason why when I had a crush on this certain somebody, I decided to stop it. Because of the fear of being hurt. Directly or indirectly. It doesn't matter because it hurts all the same.
I am going to die a spinster la if I continue being like this.
Heh.
Wear
PINK to my funeral.
