Confessions..
Thursday, July 27, 2006
"
My life's not all complicating...". I told
Ain and
Ally last night over coffee.
Why oh why? Does he know how much I actually cried when we broke up? Did he even care? He didn't.
Maki-maki aku lagi ada. What the fuck was he doing at
Bedok? I thought his area is the west side.
WHY?????I so wanted to cry. I told
K. Mary when I got back to the office. I nearly broke down. I wanted to break down. I was so afraid of breaking down. I covered my face, just in case I broke down. I didn't manage to tell
K. Mary the whole story.
I didn't want to meet him. That was the reason why I would fine excuses not to
turun west side. Just in case
terserempak dia. But now,
terserempak jugak, but at the east side.
FUCK!!!I am missing him. Again. After months of "moving on", the feelings returned. All because of one accidental meeting.
Life's unfair.
I won a pair of tickets to the premiere of
The Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift. Most prolly will be going with the elder sis. If I were to be with him still, I would have brought him instead. He loves this kind of movies.
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Sigh...*
Went to
Tampines Mall with
K. Mary after work just now. Initially, we went there to buy my new
SIM card and she wanted to get the
Royal cheesecakes.
By the time we went home, we ended up with so many plastic bags in our hands.
And I so want to get that
white Guess handbag, Oh God, please let it be there still on Saturday.
K. Mary told me not to get it first but instead to wait till we get our pay and if I am still thinking of the bag by then, I can get it. All because it's a want, not a need.
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Sigh...*
