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Oh Belardee Hell...
Friday, June 30, 2006

Here I am. At the office. Guess what. It's going to be the first time I'll be staying the night in the office. Sounds like I've got no life. But there's a reason why aku tido kat office malam ini.

We are just hours away from the Hip Hop Fiesta. Nervous? Yes. It's like my first big major event since I started work at 4PM.

I want it to be a success. Really I do. Kak Su and the working committee for the Hip Hop Clinic/Fiesta had put so much of our heart and soul into this thing. I really would want it to be a success.

All of us believe that this event will be a success. All we need is to work together to make it happen.

23:58

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Gol...!!!
Tuesday, June 27, 2006

My nephew knows how to break dance. He was like dancing during the song "Gol", the one with Sheikh Haikel and Joe from Too Phat. So here's an excerpt of his break dancing.

Cute kan...!!!!!

Like my friends say, I am one pround aunty. By the way, the latest picture of my nephew and my niece. =)

Tajul Asyrani & Iklil Syukriah. Anak-anak Esfan & Ayu.

Takmo jealous ok anak-anak sedara aku cute.

Yesterday was my sis-in-law's birthday. Happy belated 29th birthday Kak Ayu!!!

19:09

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

When there was me and you...
Sunday, June 25, 2006

Went out with an old friend of mine. The last time him and myself went out was when he accompanied me at Compass Point Burger King. That time stakat buang masa je. But this time, we met with a mission in mind. Aiseyman.

Apparently, it's his 1st year anniversary with his girlfriend. And considering what an idiot he is to these romantic stuff, he asked for my help because he wanted to get her a couple ring. Yes. He is not the romantic kind. Imagine yourself reciving a pen with your name engraved as a Valentine's Day present. That un-romantic ok.

So we went to Plaza Singapura because I saw this particular shop which has like stylo-milo couple ring when I was on a date the other day with one of my ass-holic dates. So when I saw the shop, I got all excited and my date thought I wanted to get a couple ring for ourselves. Like oh my god. Please no. You are just my date la for goodness sake.

Nice tau the ring. So he treated me to dinner. Eh. Mesti ah. Penat tau. Da lah dari keje. Then have to meet this person who was like so bloody late. Nasib ada Natra and Bear temankan. Then met him, walked all the way from Lucky Plaza to Plaza Singapura. I deserve the treat ok. Alah. Stakat Long John's Silver je.

So here's a preview of the ring. Won't put the picture of my friend nor will I put his name. Takut-takut girlfriend dia datang tengok.

The box. Nice kan.

The couple ring. Sorry ah tak clear. Tapi the ring can like pusing-pusing.

Went to Suntec. Si tua pemalas tu pulak tak nak jalan. So we took the bus. Went to TRU. Well, stakat nak tengok kawan lama. Obviously he has forgotten about us. Because we were there and he didn't even tegur. Aku lagi boleh macam nak menang kan dia by telling my friend that maybe he didn't notice us. Which was obviously not the case. Like my friend said, kita kecoh seh, takkan tak nampak kan.

People change. Well, he's happy with his life right now.

On a lighter note...

4PM will be organising Hip Hop Fiesta: "Live Your Dreams: Stay Off the Streets, Get On With the Beat" on the 1st of July(Saturday) from 11am to 2pm at Eunos Petal Gardens(opp. Blk 606, Bedok Reservoir Rd). Entrance is free. Special performances by DASH, Reyes Del Flow and WarDawg Cartel. Hope to see you there. Below is the promotional poster. Do spread the word around ya.

19:40

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Is it just me...?
Wednesday, June 21, 2006

"So how's life being a staff from a volunteer?"

A friend of mine with whom I was talking to on the phone last night asked me this question. Soalan bonus.

To those who don't know, I was a volunteer at my current workplace before I became a staff March this year.

I don't know how to explain. Yes. The first few weeks were fine. I mean I adapted quite fine with my job. My relationship with my collegues is also fine.

But actually it started out when my friends, the volunteers, kept on saying, "Thira dah lain la skarang..." to me. Betul ke? I don't see myself changing at all since I became a staff here. But maybe in their eyes I've changed. In fact, I actually asked a few of them whether I've really changed. Then they said it was just a joke. Were they telling the truth? Frankly, I don't know.

I told them that I am still the same Thira. Thira as a volunteer and Thira as a staff is still the same. I am me. But ever since then....

Jobs were delegated well, I know that. We gave them responsibility with their capability taken into consideration. But somehow, things didn't turn out well. Sometimes, some of them don't even talk to me the same way as how they talk to the other staff. Can see la the double standards. But seriously, I don't mind at all. I mean I don't mind them talking with me in their lingo and vice versa. But I still can't accept the fact that they shout at me, even in front of the students. Fine. Maybe I am being petty.

But it got to a point when they don't finish up their work, then I finish it up for them. Just so I could save their ass. Eventually, I will not be able to finish up my work in the office, so who's going to save my ass then? Since then, I guess word got around about me finishing up jobs for them and now more of them are coming to me and tell me to do this and do that. And Thira being Thira, just can't say no. No matter how much work I have to do, I still do this favor for them.

Maybe it's just part of my job scope. I don't know. Maybe since I stop volunteering and became a staff, now I have to be a volunteer for some of the volunteers.

*Sigh...*

I guess I am better off volunteering.

ps: This entry is a general entry. To those who feels I am talking about you, then I am sorry. It's my blog and I just need an outlet to vent out my feelings. I don't name names, coz that wouldn't be too nice, would it? I'll delete this entry once I am feeling better.

09:18

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

I Don't Wanna Be A Murderer...
Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Thanks to Kak Mariah, that song(the current background song) keeps on playing over and over in my head.

Takpe la. Fair enough. On Monday, my song kept on playing in her head. That "patah tumbuh hilang berganti..." song by Iklim. Sungguh old school.

What am I to blog. Nothing much. Just felt like blogging.

Went Mobile! at the Black Box with the volunteers. And Remy. Kawan Anak Melayu la. Heh. Thanks eh awak. I know you were bored but thanks for accompanying me.

After that, went to meet Rem. Different person but nama almost the same. Watched VCD in his car. Think it was Man Laksa or something. Ouh. And I went through the MacD drive through.

*Yay-ness...*

Reached home at 3 or 4am plus in the morning. Then masuk keje, mata kuyu. Macam tak boleh bukak. Actually memang tak boleh bukak pun.

Am really bored at work today. No idea why. I think I am too used to doing shift jobs that when I get an office job, I get kinda bored.

*Sigh...*

18:55

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Hippity Hippity Hop
Thursday, June 15, 2006

The past 3 days had been quite hectic for P2R/YIA+ department.

Mon: First Toa Payoh Sec
Tues: Juying Sec
Wed: Siglap Sec

3 days, back to back, Hip Hop clinics were held in these schools for our clients.

Khalid jiwa 4PM la.

Stop pissing me off. You don't have to shout at me in front of the kids. I know perfectly well how to do my job. You're not even my supervisor. Hell. You are not even my collegue.

Janji Melayu betul. We told the kids at 9.30 the bus will leave the location, kul 10.15 baru sampai.

Graffiti. Hip hop dancing. Rap lyrics writing. "Saya nampak abang cute ni, dia pakai baju putih..."

Cam whoring. Oh. I loike.

Naik turun tangga. Penat saya.

And yes. I enjoyed myself. =)

Let's do the hippity hippity hop now. Heh.

12:01

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Taman Warisan 1st Anniversary
Sunday, June 11, 2006

So, after for so long, I managed to feel what it's like to be a volunteer again.

*Cool-ness...*

So we got bored. And ended up putting on make up on Jo's face.

Jo before make up.

Jo after made up.

The ushers

Siapa bilang gadis Melayu tak menawan.

Random pictures during the ushering.

Then we went sheesha. At El-Sheikh. Azie seems to be best friends with the uncle. I didn't manage to take pictures during the sheesha session because my digi cam dah no memory space la.

Oh so sad...

Wait till I ripped pictures from Natra's and Ain's blog. Heh.

23:42

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Psycho orang number satu..
Thursday, June 08, 2006

I managed to persuade Ain to cut her hair.

*Evil laugh...*

She's going to cut her hair this weekend.

Who else will I persuade to cut their hair.

*Hmmm...*

18:35

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Da tahu...!!!
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I know how to edit my gambar jadi polaroid-polaroid already!

*Yay-ness...*

Then tengah mood nak edit-edit gambar.

*Heh...*

Orang bayar aku gaji untuk buat kerja tapi aku gi edite-edit gambar. Dah lah. I got proposal, meeting minutes and an evaluation report to complete.

*Yay-ness...*

I am screwed.

15:22

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Ok yeah. I am back.
Monday, June 05, 2006

Cik Lia, my mom's half-sister, got engaged over the weekend. So ya. Went back Perak la.

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Slept the whole bus journey. Ok. Maybe not the whole bus journey. Can u believe it that the couple who was sitting beside me were making out. Like really smooching and touching. In the full view of other passengers. Ok. Fine. We were like sitting at the last row but that don't mean you can make out freely you know. And the horrible part of this duo was, they don't even give a fucking care that the boy, whom I assume is less than 10years old, were like staring at them(The boy's mother was sleeping by the way)! Dah camtu takpe. Time tido, snore pulak. Ya tuhan!

Rise and shine! Good morning Malaysia!

We stopped over at this kedai minyak. And we saw monkeys. It was real cute because there was like many of them and they were like queueing up. Maybe looking for breakfast la. Then saw something crude. A pair of monkeys were having sex! Like oh my god! Didn't take a picture of the monkeys having sex though.

Monyet-monyet tengah beratur nak panjat pokok. So cute!

Reached Kamunting close to 8am, I think. Slept the shole day. Only woke up around noon. Tu pun nak pergi makan chendol. This chendol special tau. Got pulut and kacang and it's like one RM1.30 for a big bowl.

It makes you wonder if Singapore is overcharging us for a bowl of chendol eh.

Went pasar malam that night. Cheh. Can never miss the pasar malam la. But of course tak ambik gambar la kat sana. But I did take a pic with my cousins. Of course only the ones who were there that evening la.

Myself, Sufi & Lie. Sufi, the middle guy, is 17yo. Sumpah.

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Kecoh la pagi-pagi. Patut la. My cousins sumer dah sampai.

I was the "mak andam" together with my kakak.

The female cousins. Not the full clan.

The male cousins. Not the full clan.

It was Pak Ngah's birthday too that day. So we sang birthday song for Pak Ngah.

Pak Ngah and anak-anak buah. Not the full clan. Happy Birthday Pak Ngah!

Mommy, Mak Ngah & Mak Teh

Cik Lia & the hantarans.

The engagement ring.

Cik Lia made up & myself.

The same night I went home. Tiring la. Slept the whole day today.

17:59

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

A date..
Friday, June 02, 2006

Went out with Bel. Supposedly to meet Amu and her but Amu said she's busy. That's sad.

Since both of us were hungry, we decided to have dinner at the V8 cafe or something like that. The one at Bugis. But the restaurant was full and the waiter wanted to give us the seat that is at the entrance. So we told him that we'll wait for the next available table. But he had no common sense la because he told us to get back to the queue when there was already a long queue. Bitch mode on, and we just left the restaurant declaring that we shall eat at Billy Bombers instead.

Which we didn't because we decided to eat at Fish & Co. at Suntec. And so we took the bus. Then decided to eat at The Coffee Club instead at Marina Square. Had the fruit fondue. Not really great because we've tasted better ones.

The fruit fondue which cost $12.90

Bel. The girl who had been there with me.

I look like a bloody turtle in this pic.

And there goes our $12.90 worth of fruit fondue.

Walked around. We realise Singapore is extra boring now. By 9.30, most of the shops are already closed. And we decided to go Suntec to window shop. Then we realised even if we did get to Suntec, the shops will still be close.

Help us. Singapore is one boring place. It's already bad enough that most clubs are now infested with mats and minahs. And now shopping malls closes early too. Sheesh.

Decided to chill at Starbucks. And then the one at Convention Hall was packed. So we walked all the way to Toys R Us tower and sat there. The couch was so fucking comfy that I didn't wish to leave the place.

When we were on he way home, we realise we didn't take any pictures together this time. Obelardeehell.

00:34

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

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