Stoink..
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
We exchanged a few smses today.
Freddd & myself. He wants to meet up today. I guess I should just go and hear what he has to say.
He wants to meet at our usual place. I didn't want to. That place holds too much memories, especially the good ones. And I am not sure if I could just control myself and not cry if we were to meet there.
Yeah. I look strong and I look like as if I am moving on. Well, I am. To a certain extent. I tore all the pics I have taken with him. But I'd have to admit that I did think twice about tearing our favourite picture together. I teared when I eventually did tear it apart.
It hurts.
Last night I cried. I really cried. Not the normal tearing. I was sobbing, not able to control myself. I hated myself last night for not being able to be as strong as how my friends thought I was. I swear I needed someone to talk to.
But I didn't want to.
