her story

Pink Baju Kurung with Lil Flowers...
Friday, April 28, 2006

I am so in the mood for blogging these past few days if you notice. I've been blogging like every other day. Heh. Not that anybody is complaining. But if you are, sumpah aku tak kisah.

Yesternight, went all the way to Jurong to meet my Anak Melayu friend, Wati accompanied by someone from Anak Melayu also, Faz. Heh. Nak suruh Wati fill up mentors form, interview and sign the contract. Faz just accompanied me. And as usual, my motto is, "Never leave home without the camera" so therefore, in conclusion, we did some camera whoring.

*Yay-ness...

Feast your eyes, ok?

DeMoNiOnZ ThiraMisU & YnOcxxxAdeSeTaN AnAkSeTaNxxx

DeMoNiOnZ ThiraMisU & StArSxX hEllbabE Xx

But of course I didn't put up all the pictures la. Tak cukup space nanti.

Daddy pick me up at night. Lurpe my Daddy many many. Wati had her boyfriend picking her up. Daddy gave Faz a lift home. Heh.

Btw, I am like extra happy today. I don't know why. Maybe because of the progress package. Maybe because of something which happened yesternight. Whatever it is, vote for PAP. Heh.

~ I Lurpe You Many Many k ~

09:25

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Post Hafiizh's Nursarah...
Thursday, April 27, 2006

We did NOT watch a movie yesterday. Instead we ate ice cream with Hersey's Chocolate Syrup. Well, Hafiizh ate it with chocolate syrup, I didn't. And we didn't manage to finish the whole tub. Took stupid photos. So retard looking.

And I just got to know that Hafiizh's obsession with chairs. Examples would be a bed and a van are just large chairs. What's the link? I have no idea. Ask him.

Didn't take a picture of Hafiizh's Nursarah though. He said it's all in the wrong colours. Heh. Colour it pink ah.

Friends from Alamak. Ever since 2003.

We look oh-so-retard.

10:32

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Happy Happy.. Lalalala...
Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Am going to watch a movie tonight.. Am going to watch a movie tonight.. Am going to watch a movie tonight...

And it's for free.. And it's for free.. And it's for free...

Hafiizh's paying.. Hafiizh's paying.. Hafiizh's paying...

Ouh. And we are going to watch that R21 show. Where the Truth Lies.

Heh...

Will be the first time riding Hafiizh's Nursarah.

Go figure...

17:44

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Sometimes you just need a friendly voice..
Tuesday, April 25, 2006

I have been sleeping early the past few days. Do take note that my definition of early is before 0200hours.

I am bored. At work. Coz I got nothing to do. That's why I am bored. My constant companion is my MSN and my Anak Melayu.

I talked to Rizwan last night. Heh. Long time since I last talked to him. I's nice to hear a friendly voice. He was there trying to console me like 21 days too late. And we made a deal that if both of us don't get married in 5 yrs time, then we'll get married to each other. It was just a stupid deal. But it was fun. Though I am pretty much sure it won't happen.

I am just simply bored.

A couple of my friends were asking me how am I coping my singlehood so far. They make it sound like I've never been single in my life before. Well, maybe they were concern 'cause it's been a very long time since I've been single. But I am fine so far. Because I've got great friends who were there for me.

My friends came to a conclusion that the reason why we broke up is because of his ego. Maybe at the same time, it is partly my fault too because I don't give him much attention as how I used to before I started working. Whatever la. It's over now and I am happy.

Lalalalalalalalala........~

13:19

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Logically...
Friday, April 21, 2006

It's been 18 days since the break up. And I am doing better now. There were talks of reconciliation between Freddd and myself. Personally, I thank God that never did happen due to some things. There are things I learn when I was with Freddd, that is, never to love a person whole heartedly because you never could be sure how much the person loves you unless of course you do get married to the person.

Our last message to each other contain words that those under-18 should not read. Though the fact is those under-16 most prolly know more of those kind of words than us. Heck. I think those in primary school knows about it too.

I hate fugly break ups. I admit I don't remain friends with any of my exes, except of course Afdillah because he proved to me that he could be a good friend. Simply because most of my break ups are ugly, the kinds that if there are the censorship sound that comes out of our mouth everytime we curse, the whole conversation during the break up would be full of "toots".

I am taking a break from relationships now. There are a few reasons behind it. Maybe I shall list some of them.

I don't hate guys. I just don't want to trust them that much anymore.
It's been a while since I was single. Maybe now is the chance to enjoy singlehood.
I've my friends. Freddd claims that my friends are the main reason for our break up, I beg to differ.
Save more money. No need to think about buying gifts just because when the other party don't even appreciate it.

I am single. And I am loving it. =)

10:05

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Al-kisah...
Monday, April 17, 2006

Food from Kate's Catering was good. So was the mentors' training. Though most of the time I sat outside.

I am glad that you had a good time Ain. =)

The mentors that attended.

L-R: Natra, myself, Ain, Azie (sumpah seh budak2 kat belakang tu menyibuk)

We went to watch a movie after that. In particular: Jo, Mac, Sazali, Brock, Bear, Natra and myself. Kekek seh. After that, we got high and wasted on MacDonald's milkshake again.

*Heh...*

Without Mac, wih Sazali.

Without Sazali, with Mac.

Budak2 lepak. Ada tempat duduk, but still choose to sit on the floor.

Sumpah seh muka penat.

12:30

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Stoink..
Wednesday, April 12, 2006

We exchanged a few smses today. Freddd & myself. He wants to meet up today. I guess I should just go and hear what he has to say.

He wants to meet at our usual place. I didn't want to. That place holds too much memories, especially the good ones. And I am not sure if I could just control myself and not cry if we were to meet there.

Yeah. I look strong and I look like as if I am moving on. Well, I am. To a certain extent. I tore all the pics I have taken with him. But I'd have to admit that I did think twice about tearing our favourite picture together. I teared when I eventually did tear it apart.

It hurts.

Last night I cried. I really cried. Not the normal tearing. I was sobbing, not able to control myself. I hated myself last night for not being able to be as strong as how my friends thought I was. I swear I needed someone to talk to.

But I didn't want to.

11:25

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Apa motive eh...
Tuesday, April 11, 2006

10/04/06, 23:58:16, "I miss u..."

I woke up today with that message in my inbox. It was from Freddd. After almost one week we broke up. If we were still together, today would be our anniversary.

Ya. He did message me after we broke up. But just basically to remind me to collect my stuff from his place. Told him I don't want the stuff no more and he said he'll be throwing it away.

I did what I would usually do when I got the message. I told him that he sent the message to the wrong number and to please recheck the number before sending and that iit was real fast since he found my replacement. He said he had no replacement for me and that message was for me. And I asked why. He just simply reply, "I just miss you dats all!".

Apa seh motive. Sumpah aku sungguh tak faham. And he wanna meet up. I dunno.

Entah ah. Buat aku confuse je.

Will be meeting Yan Wen later. I am so bloody excited la. When was the last time we met each other seh. Like in 2002? Tu pun early 2002. I miss her many many. She's my longest surviving friend. Believe it or not, we've been friends since 1991, when we were in Primary 1. Which makes it, like, 15 years of friendship.

Will upload photos tomorrow. If I have the time in the office ya?

10:58

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

m.u.n.d.a.n.e
Monday, April 10, 2006

Life's been pretty much mundane. Well. Kinda.

Am back to singlehood life. Apparently I was not the only one in my circle of friends. A few of my friends are also now swinging single too. I am not alone.

Been busy with work. Yeah. I love my job. I love the peole around here too. They are the reason to why I was able to carry on with life like nothng much happen. Freddd's the past. He deleted me from friendster. He deleted me from his MSN. I assume he already deleted me from his phonebook. Can't blame him though. We are through. I guess he feels that's the most appropriate thing to do.

We had the team building adventure on Saturday for the volunteers at SAFRA Yishun. Met one of the AnakMelayu chatters there. Thub. He's a freelance safety instructor there. Yeah. He took care of my group pretty well. Thanks for the ride home ya Chipsmore.

I am now on full swing on AnakMelayu. No more having to persuade a boyfriend that there's nothing wrong in chatting at AnakMelayu.

And I am HAPPY. =)

Ouh. And I realise I've been using the word "sumpah" in most of my phrases. Please note it's phrases, not sentences. An example would be, "Sumpah kau irritating bastard seh". And I've been calling a lot of people as "irritating bastard".

Ouh. And people have been commenting that aku dah loyar buruk rabak skarang. No more the Thira yang tak kuasa nak layan orang loyar buruk. Now I became like one of them.

*Yay-nesss...*

And I am addicted to Yakult nowadays. I can drink the whole 5 bottles of Yakult when I am in the office. And I am like in the office for like 9 hours, 5 days a week. I love Yakult.

Ouh. And one more thing. Heard that some of my schoolmates from Millennia Institute are getting angaged. Well, one already got engaged and another's getting engaged in July, I think. Not bad eh. Nah. I didn't get invited. To begin with, I was not the most well liked Malay girl in the Malay community in my school. I think simply coz I am not the typical Malay girl. Sumpah. But I simply love being a Malay and I love being a Malay. Tu sebab la aku suka tolong Malay community.

Let's go lala....~

09:59

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

It's over.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006

No More. With effect from 4th of April 2006(Tuesday) at 2347hours.

Everything that is left now are just bittersweet memories. Thanks for the memories.

Since you're not around for me to tell you baby face to face
I'm writing you this letter, and this is what I have to say
All I really wanted was some of your time
Instead you told me lies
When someone else was on your mind
What do you do to me
Look what you did to me
I thought that you were someone who would do me right
until you played with my emotions and you made me cry
What did you do to me
Can't take what you did to me

10:12

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Group date.
Monday, April 03, 2006

It's been a long time since I met the gurlings. We met today. Rushed seh after work. Betul-betul at 6 I left the office. Met them at City Hall MRT and walked to Suntec.

Fact: We actually planned this outing like almost 2 weeks in advanced.

Went Toys 'R' Us to collect my last pay cheque. Had dinner at Pizza Hut. Shopped at This Fashion. Actually, only Amu shopped at This Fashion. Shopped at Carrefour. I shopped the most at Carrefour. Took pic in the toilet. So unglam but we had fun. Took the cab back with Amu.

I Love You Girls!!!

Next outing: Little India for Briyani.

23:47

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Su!
Saturday, April 01, 2006

Earlier in the morning, went melawat with Shikin and Max. A dear friend of ours just lost his mother on Thursday evening. From Him we come, to Him we return.

In the evening, went to Kak Su's wedding dinner with my brother and family.

On my way there.

Good to see the 4PM people outside the office. Haha.

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Su!!!

Freddd's angry with me since this morning. No idea why. And he don't wanna say.

23:02

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

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