Reflections.
Saturday, December 31, 2005
It's New Year's Eve. At the stroke of midnight later, we'll all have to say goodbye to 2005 and welcome 2006. It's 3 in the morning. Here I am doing my reflections on 2005.
JanuarySchool reopened. PU3.
GCE A Levels. Had the PAE orientation. My last one. In fact, the 1st SC's last one. Different class. The MLA students combined class with the B3s. The "
family" came up with
goo-ing due to our constant eat-out at
Banquet Toa Payoh.
FebruaryAbang's 29th birthday.
Chinese New Year. Was one of the
awok-awok for the
MCS performance durin the CNY concert. Had a lil' misunderstanding with
Nads for awhile.
Valentine's Day month. The school had this fund raising fair on
Valentine's Day. Busy preparing for the Investiture where the 1st SC will be handing over office to the 2nd SC.
MarchAsy's 1st birthday.
Quit drinking.
Stepped down. PU3 retreat at
Bintan. Memories to last. Except of course the incident during the BBQ night.
Received our
MLAO results I think. I got a B4. Not bad. And a distinction for my Oral. Not bad.
AprilBob.
Miz29. Only
Nads and
Taufiq will understand.
I think we received our
PW results. I got a band 2. Though I seriously don't think I deserved it but
syukur je lah. The beginning of the new chapter for me in
MI with a different group of people.
MayAmni's 9th birthday.
LBKM Dinner at Meritus Mandarin hotel. Met PM Lee Hsien Loong, Khairuddin Shahrom and the newscaster.
Lupa nama siapa.
Sports Day. But instead of going,
Bel,
Max and myself went out.
Heh.
JuneMom's birthday.
Kak Ayu's 28th.
Amu's 20th.
Went for my fringe rebonding. This was funny. I rebonded only my fringe. For 20bucks.
Started studying. Went group studying with the gurlings. June holidays but I still went to school almost every other day.
Mr. Sunset month.
I found out that
gamat is sea-cucumber. I know. Blur.
I send a mass message on friednster to all my exes apologising. God knows why I did that. But whatever. Ended up arguing with them again anyway. So no difference.
JulyRacial Harmony. Dressed in Indian costume. Again. First time Bel came to school for a celebration. Normally she would just self-declare the day as a holiday. Heh.
Max's 23rd.
Still having group studying. But mostly with
Bel now.
Had the
GCE A Level Malay Oral.
Emotional and mental breakdown. Thanks
Max,
Amu and
Bel for being there for me.
AugustBel's 19th.
National Day. Dressed in red & white. Went
Little India with
Amu,
Dayana,
Venus and
Lavania.
Teachers' Day celebration. "
Live" telecast from
Toh Tuck. Cute lah they all. Officially, it's my last Teachers' Day celebration in school. Bake brownies for all my subject tutors.
SeptemberHappy Teachers' Day.
Max gave us a treat at Swensen's with his first pay.
Schweet.
Started to be officially active in
4PM.
OctoberHappy Children's Day.
Graduation Night at Pan Pacific Hotel.
Fasting month.
The birth of my niece -
Iklil Syukriah.
Started to study every other weekend with
Bel at
Northpoint Starbucks. We became regular customers.
Officially a
DeMoNiOnZ.
NovemberMy 21st.
Ayah's birthday.
Kakak's 28th.
Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
GCE A Levels.
Stress.
'Nuff said.
231105 -
FREEDOM!!!
DecemberSlacking month.
Projek Rentak Remaja(P2R) 3D2N Camp Voyage 2005 at Sarimbun Scouts Camp in Jalan Bahtera. Wonderful kids in my group though they can be naughty at times. But hey, I was able to overcome them. Except for one though.
Of course 2005 had brought about wonderful and not-so-wonderful memories.
Love.
Friendship.
Family. But it's the past. Going to start 2006 on a new page. I hope I can continue changing myelf. Of course not abruptly but I am doing it
slowly. Going by my own pace. Not stressing myself up too much. And after a month of break, I will be starting work in
January. Hopefully. Insya Allah. Provided I can hurry
Mr. Khai.
*
Hmmmph....*
Also hoping I can be more active in
4PM now I don't have any school commitment. At the same time, hoping that there won't be any heavy work commitments.
Till then. See you next year.
03:00
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
Camp Voyage Post Mortem.
Friday, December 30, 2005
My
Mom's very cute. First, when she wanted to pick me and my sister up fromt he train station, she fall flat on her face in her room. now she got swollen lips and a dented nose. And the best part, she still laughed about it. Also, my
Mom sad this to me, "
If you're not ready to wear the tudung, I understand perfectly though acually I would love you to start wearing. Wear it when you're really ready."
I suspect she has been reading my blog.
*
Heh...*
Met
Freddd yesterday. Kinda last minute. He took a cab down from work. Called me at 4.15pm and told me to wait for him at my void deck at 5pm. He had to wait an extra 20 minutes in the cab with the meter running. Not my fault.
Siapa suruh last minute.
Spent some quality time with him.
*
Yay...*
Had the post mortem for
Camp Voyage 2005 at
4PM last night. Though not everyone was present and I was late obviously. Very late. More then an hour late.
We had
makan-makan and the discussion about how the camp was. Took a pic in
4PM office.
The guys(L-R): Brock, Zali, Ash, Sham, Jo.
The gals(L-R): Me, Adibah, CtZ, Izzati, Kak Mel, Kak Fizah, Diana, Kak Su.Today I woke up with a very bad migraine.
*
Damn...*
And there seem to be something wrong with Friendster. I can't seem to enter. The window just closes by itself when i try to access my friendster account.
Hmmm...
12:26
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
It's wonderful.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
It's wonderful to know that some people actually find my blog entertaining enough for them.
Pictures for the Camp Voyage 2005 will be up soon. Once I have the time and mood to upload the pics into the online album.
Pictures for my trip to Malaysia will also be up soon. Again, once I have the time and the mood to upload the pics.
By the way, anybody interested in going for Peter Pan concert at Stadium Merdeka(KL)on New Year. Tickets are only at RM45. Accomodation, I think we can tumpang at my aunty's place.
ps: I may not be able to update as often because of my keyboard. There's something wrong with it. Wait till I get myself a new keyboard and I'll be back on MSN and my blog aite.
14:25
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
Oh. Behave.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I'll be away. For a very long time.
From the 14th to 16th Dec, I'll be at Sarimbun Scouts Camp at Jalan Bahtera taking care of primary school kids who will be attending Project Rentak Remaja(P2R) Camp Voyage 2005.
From the 17th to 25th Dec or later, I'll be in Malaysia.
So behave yourselves kids.
Miss me ok.
23:06
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
Missing Rib.
Monday, December 05, 2005
For all the guys out there, let's ponder & reflect about the message below, and for the ladies you can share this with your love ones.
A girl in love asked her boyfriend...
Girl : Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
Boy : You, of course!
Girl : In your heart, what am I to you?
The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said...
Boy : "You are my rib. In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while. However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems... their life became mundane...
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other... The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated...
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house...
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while...
He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go..."
She continued, "It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..."
Five years went by...
He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly...
She had left the country and back...
She had married a foreigner and divorced...
He felt anguished that she never waited for him.
In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her...
One day, they finally met... At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good-byes...
He was going away on a business trip.
She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them.
She smiled at him gently.
Boy : How are you?
Girl : I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your missing rib?
Boy : No.
Girl : I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
Boy : I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back... You know my number... Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye...
Good-bye...
One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York. In the event that shocked the world...
Midnight...
Once again, he lit his cigarette...
And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart...
He finally knew, she was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken...
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury... Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental... We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones... And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.
Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control...
Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives...
Tomorrow may never come; give and accept what you have today.
"Men stumble over pebbles, never over mountains." - Emilie Cady
18:31
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
23:17
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
her life
Recognise By Many. Known By Few.
Pink Fetish. Camera Whore. Shopping Crazy.
Coffee Disorder. Make Out Pro. Flirt Queen.
Girly Girl. Full Time Narcisst. Sweet Like Candy.
ThiraMisU™.
Anith. Thira. Thir.
(Choose any of the above to address me)
Serangoon Avenue. Singapore.
10th November 1984.
Scorpio.
ladyteera@hotmail.com
her delights
My Family. Him <3.
Money. Adidas. Anna Sui. Black Eyed Peas.
Music. Keanu Reeves. Paris Hilton. Daisies.
Chinese food. Sushi. Coffee. Pink. Shopping.
Shoes. Bags. Accesories. Cleo.
her cravings
A black cat with a long tail & green eyes. =)
Pink Sony VAIO VGN-C13G. Pretty please!
Samsung K5.
Red Sony DSC-T50.
Pink or White Sony Play Station Portable.
Anna Sui Secret Wish.
Gucci Rush.
Davidoff Echo.
Anna Sui complete make up set.
Unlimited supply of contact lenses.
Money. 'Coz it's never enuf.
More Adidas stuff.
Trip to Singapore Zoological Gardens.
Trip to Jurong Birdpark.
Trip to Escape Themepark.
Trip to Sentosa.
Chabox has been moved over to the new blog. =)
