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DeMoNiOnZ @ Bugis.
Sunday, October 30, 2005

Ally, Wayne, Man, Ayun, Jasman, Manje, Yanti, Eera, Amelia & Wan.

*Yay...*

At last. I went for the gethering. I was late. Stuck in the bloody traffic jam for almost an hour. Took a cab from Sembawang at 6.45pm. Reached only near to 8pm. Late la. Taxi fare was more than 20bucks. Darn. Lucky got Asri who accompanied me in the cab and considering the cab driver was a Malay, we had to communicate via sms. Later the cab driver understand la. My nails accidentally scratched Asri's new tattoo. So sorry. He said very bisa. Berdenyut-denyut. He just had that tattoo made on Thursday la. It was only 2 days old. Aiyoh.

The DeMoNiOnZ gathering was fine. Only aku ni malu2 sikit ah. Standard ah. Baru2 what. Need time to warm up to be my ownself. We sat, talked and I drank my lime juice. BY 11.15pm, we made our way off. The rest of them went to Geylang and I went home. Trying to get a cab there, bercinta seh. Got a cab at last. Thanks for accompanying me waiting for a cab y'all. Thank you.

Raya gathering is the next on the list. I don't know whther I can make it. It's no more on the 19th. I'll post the pics taken during the gathering once I get hold of them aite. Till then. I am off to baking my cakes.

Oh. My GCE Malay AO and Malay A paper is tomorrow. Wish me luck. I need all the luck I can have.

14:54

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Somebody shoot me. PLEASE!
Thursday, October 27, 2005

Today is the second time I didn't go for the DeMoNiOnZ gathering la. Aiyoh. Feel so bad. But school ended SUPER late for me today. I didn't expect it to end that late.

To any DeMoNiOnZ who reads this: Rest assured, I'll join you people on 291005(Saturday) by hook or by crook, ok? PROMISE! However, the Raya outing on 191105, I can't really confirm now because, it is in the midst of my A Levels and I have Junction@4PM. So see first la.

Tired la by the time I was done with Malay A lesson. After that 3 hour lesson with no break in between, everytime I close my eyes to rest, all I could think about is MALAY A. My GCE Malay paper is this coming Monday, 311005. Am I ready for it? I've yet to memorise every single peribahasa for my Malay AO paper but I am quite confident for my Malay A paper. Shit la. I am scared. Can you actually believe that the week after next is already the start of my GCE A Levels, not including the Malay paper. The week after next is also the week I'll be turning 21, the same day that I'll be having my Accounts Paper 1. Sad la.

My eye bags are back. And it's pimple attack season. Lucky there's no eye rings anymore. And I got my FIRST pimple on the cheek. Really. This is the first time I am having a pimple on my cheek. A big pimple. Look so fugly. I don't like. It's is NOT pathetic to have my first "cheek pimple" ok. Never mind. Looking at the bright side, at least it wasn't there during my grad night.

Things that I have to go through for the A Levels. Never mind. 22nd Nov, come fast. Please.

By the way. Yours truly have not been attending her GP lessons for 3 weeks now. Damn. And I am not really good in GP to begin with. But oh crap. It does not make any difference if I were to attend the lessons anyway. Full stop.

22:38

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Touching noh....~

27/10/2005
09:49:16
"But i syg u, wil u be my gal?"
- Achik

27/10/2005
12:13:43
"U noe something? I never felt so in love before. I hope tat i'll someday be urs. May Allah hear my prayers. Luv u. Take care."
- Asri

Same kind of message from 2 different guys on the same day. Not bad aye. But scary too.

Touching noh..~

15:48

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

We went to the beach.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Pavi was so excited. I gave her the present just now.

Before. Look how happy she was.

After. Look at her face after she realised it was just a large pack of hacks.

Heh...

And this is our beloved Econs teacher, Mr. Lai.

The 3 of us went to East Coast Park just now.

Original plan was to study but Amu wanted to go the beach. So we picked Bel up from City Hall after her Basic Theory. Took the train down to Paya Lebar then took 135. Here are the pictures taken today at the beach.

23:00

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Geylang Serai la..
Monday, October 24, 2005

There's no school today. The teachers are having promotional examination meeting - all teachers are invoved so we don't have lessons for today.

Met the Bel and Amu over at Macdonald's to study. We were not in the mood to study actually. So I ended up reading just one question to the International Trade MCQ and the answer is (A). The solution? I have no idea. Amu just read 2 lines from her Management text. Therefore, by 3pm, we concluded that we will make our way to Geylang Serai.

The way Bel asked the driver to bus service 24 to stop was classic I tell you. "Uncle! Stop!" while we were running. Surprisingly, the uncle DID stop.

Walked around Geylang Serai while waiting for Max. Max reached and we talked about his auditions for awhile. I tell you, the script to the audition is SUPER lame la.

Break fast over at KFC. We were sitting and waiting for the time to break our fast. Lucky we ordered our meal 25minutes before time because the queue started to ger REAL long. Bel and Amu were real sweetie to actually not start eating before Max and me could start. We had the laugh of our lives when Bel and me started to talked only bad and stupid stuff about Amu. We laughed till our jaw hurt.

Shall stop here but here are the pics.

22:16

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Yes I Did..
Saturday, October 22, 2005

Yes. I went to the Grad Night after much persuasion by the 2 ladies - Bel & Amu. Took a cab at 7.30pm and like we were meant for each other, my ladies and Venus reached Pan Pacific at the same time, at 8pm. Please do take note that the Grad Night was supposed to start at 7.30pm.

Boring. Nice. It was mixture.

Though it was kinda sad+shocking to hear the our pincipal, Mrs. Ong, the one who had seen the beginning of MI would be promoted to MOE HQ next year. Happy for her promotion yet sad that she's leaving MI. Heard the current principal of Pioneer Sec would be taking over her position. Entah.

Went out with the ladies and Venus after that. Took a cab down to Boat Quay . Originally wanted to go to Hooters and have our supper than we realised that Hooters is in Clarke Quay. So we ended up going to Colours Bar. Our dear Amu wanted to go to the next door Eski Bar but considering the amount of cloth left on each of us, we didn't want to. Sorry Amu. We'll go there after our A's, ok?

Pictures will be up soon. Thanks to Max's camera though now I have to figure out how to transfer some of the pics which ended up in the camera memory instead of my SD card. And Max didn't pass me the cable. How la like this?

17:44

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Just a few hours more...
Friday, October 21, 2005

A few hours more to our Graduation Night over at Pan Pacific Hotel.

Not excited at all.

Not looking forward to it at all.

Not sure on whether I will be going or not. Even if I didn't go, it's just $25 loss because of the school subsidy.

I look at my handphone, my batt's left with one bar. Didn't even bother to charge it. How to go like that?

So, should I or should I not go for our Grad Night?

17:11

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Iklil Syukriah...
Wednesday, October 19, 2005

This is my niece - Iklil Syukriah bte Esfan Rizal. Pity Asy and her when they grow up and have to write their full name.

With her eyes opened.

With her eyes closed(ie. sleeping la).

Asy kissing his sister.

This is the brother - Tajul Asyrani bin Esfan Rizal.

22:43

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

When was the last time...?

Woah...

When was the last time I updated my blog. Last week, right?

Anybody missed me? :p

Anyhow, a lot of things happened since last week. Let me see. I had a week of MC last week so in other words, I didn't attend school for one week except for one day which I came late.

On Saturday, Khairul picked me up from school. But the night before, we had this slight argument on the phone because of helmet. Simply because, my dear friend Khairul had NO extra helmet. So I told him to either find one or forget about meeting. He told me to help him find one so I told him I won't because it's already after midnight and I don't like to do stuff last minute. In the end, he had to wait for 30minutes before I could actually go over to the school's carpark to meet him. Then sekali, time nak keluar from my school, alamak... ternampak some of the girls in my class at the bus stop. Never mind. Spent almost the whole day with him. Had a little bit of misunderstanding between us AGAIN. Never mind. Everything's fine now.

Sunday, I went to study with Bel. What's new? It was bloody cold I tell you. It was raining so heavily and so we thought that we'll sit at the al-fresco area to avoid the aircon. But what we didn't know was that it was colder outside than inside. We were freezing. I had a "part-time-job-with-no-salary"(ie. free labour) that day which was to close the door whenever those idiots enter or exit without closing the bloody door behind them. We are cold enough thank you very much. Went Suntec after that to pick Max from work. That guy told us that he'll finish work at 6plus. We reached there but we had to wait till 8plus before he knocked off. Had sushi outside Toys R Us while waiting for him. We looked like as if we were there to promote the Toys R Us Star card(which I proudly would declare that I am a member). Then Max & myself went over to Toa Payoh to meet Shariq to deliver the brownies. Had to wait till 10plus because at 9.45pm when I messaged him, he was still at Potong Pasir. So he asked his friend Leen to collect the brownies on his behalf.

Oh. And the highlight of the day for Sunday was... Yours truly had a minor accident at Suntec which resulted in a sprained ankle. It was so fuckingly embarassing I tell you. You know the zebra crossing fromt he convention hall to the bus stop. I have no idea how but I fall right in the middle. My face went red. Max helped me up. Said thanks to Max and just walked straight. I didn't turn left nor did I turn right. Malu lo...

Monday went to polyclinic with Is but not Is who didn't want to go the doctor when he fractured his wrist. Got 2 days MC la. Heh. Met Bel and Amu to study together-gether. Touching la. Went Yoshinoya in Heartland Mall. Bla bla bla. Pot pet pot pet.

Ok. Nothing else to update. My grad nite's this Friday. I am not looking forward to it. Maybe I will when the time comes. Don't know. With this sprained ankle of mine, I am considering.

22:36

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

One more great news...
Wednesday, October 12, 2005

I am going to get SGH E530C for my birthday with compliments from my ex.

And I may also be getting a Louis Vuitton sling bag with compliments from Asri. Original some more.

And a digi camera from Max. But I don't know what's the model. I just know that it's A Sony Cybershot.

What more could I ask for? Alot more. Please do refer to my wish list twhich is situated in the top right hand corner scroll box.

A reminder to all of you readers out there: It's exactly a month to my 21st birthday. Still enough time for you to save up your money to buy me something from my wish list ok.

I would love you more then. Really. I promise.

00:08

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Forgot to tell you.
Monday, October 10, 2005

On the 5th of October 2005, I met Max after school.

Max promised me a digital cam for my 21st birthday.

Heh.

I lurve you so bro!!! I heart you ok!!!

16:58

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

A trip to the.. zoo...?

Have I told you that my elder sister and I never got along well?

Simply because she practically dislike me. We have not talked for more that a year. Actually, minus the few weeks this year when we were in "good terms", it would be our 5th year not talking to each other.

She is the sister that dropped me ON PURPOSE while she was carrying me. Get this. She was standing up and she PURPOSELY dropped me. And I was only a month plus old.

She is the sister that PURPOSELY crossed the road not using the traffic light while NOT holding my hands when I was 2 years old. I think she was hoping that I might get hit by a car so I'll die.

The difference in our age is 7 years. My Mom said that it could be possible that she was not happy that I existed when she was already enjoying being the youngest with all the attention given to her.

Why all of a suddent this entry? So here's the exact story.

Yesterday I was just sitting quietly reading the Sunday Times, New Paper on Sunday and Berita Minggu. Buat hal sendiri. My Dad was discussing about paints with her. Tak masuk campur ah. Tak kuasa pun. So she was asking my Dad to share 50% the cost of the paint job. My Dad said it's fine with him but he can't share now due to some financial difficulties. Then pompuan tu buat bisng saying stuff like it's not fair if she were to pay half etc etc etc. Then tiba-tiba nama aku pun dia masuk kan.

She: Ye lah. Nanti Thira kalau nak cat bilik dia confirm Mak belikan cat apa.

Cibai. Stupid. Fuck her la. Apa seh aku kena mengena dengan ni semua.

Then...

She: Buat apa nak pasang kan dia extra power point kalau dia tak bayar sendiri. Dia banyak duit apa.

Bodoh seh tu pompuan. Nasib baik puasa seh.

Then she use this computer, siapa bayar? Aku apa. Dia pakai internet, siapa bayar. Aku kan. Bodoh sial. Kerja bagus-bagus, skola tinggi-tinggi pun tak guna satu sen.

Bingit seh dengan tu pompuan. Aku buat hal sendiri pe. Bukan aku masuk campur conversation dia dengan my Dad.

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Went to Tan Tock Seng again just now. Got referred la. Now I can't fast because if I don't have proper meal, my gastric juice going to don't know what again la.

14:06

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Untitled.
Saturday, October 08, 2005

I HATE HIM!!!

But I still love him...

How like that???

02:06

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Stomach flu pulak...
Monday, October 03, 2005

Didn't go to school today. Actually I was planning to go to school but while on the way to school, I vomited. Yes. I admit. I vomited in public. Kat padang belakang pasar dekat rumah aku tu.

So I took a cab down to Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic. My stomach was in pain. Really. Not making this up. I reached Ang Mo Kio Polyclinic at around 10.30am. Registration took an hour. 11.35am then I was registered. Then had to wait for my turn for the doctor's consultation. At 12.40pm then my number was flashing on that bloody screen.

All this while I was basically complaining to Is about the slow service. Layan aku pulak budak tu.

Then, the doctor diagnosed me with stomach flu and if it does not get well soon, then she'll have to refer me to Tan Tock Seng. Macam regular customer gitu kat TTSH.

I waited for my medicine for about an hour again. Called Bel. Heh. She was also shocked that I was still at the polyclinic. Break world record seh. But never mind. While at the polyclinic, ada this group of NSF Police guys. Boleh aku cuci mata jap kan. There's this one guy who caught my eye la. But can't remember his name.

*Damn...*

So, went home. Reach home. Ate the medicine. Felt sleepy. Slept.

*Zzzzz...*

At 8pm+, my Brother called my Mom. My Sis-in-law gave birth already. Now I got a niece pulak. Can't remember her name la. Iklil something.. Pardon me. It took me 3 days to remember Asy's full name k. So give me another 3 days. I promise that I can remember her name. And I'll post her picture too.

Ok la. Heard there's a principal talk tomorrow at 7.30am. About our Prelim results. Yes. Our Prelims results are scary.

21:31

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Starbucks @ Northpoint
Sunday, October 02, 2005

Went studying with Bel just now. Blur woman. She was the one who said meet at Northpoint which is obviously in Yishun but then she messaged me just now to confirm whether we are meeting at Sun Plaza which is at Sembawang.

Had our lunch at KFC. Ate the spicy drumlets. No appetite la.

*Sigh...*

Talked for awhile before we headed to Starbucks. While at KFC, Mamat messaged me and asked me where I was. Replied and everything. Made our way to Starbucks to start studying. Mamat dropped by. Together with his friend, Dajal.

We talked for awhile. Talked about general stuff. Talked about his bet with his friend. Talked about his incapability of lying. Talked about Azazil.

They offered to do me a favour but I had to reject their offer. I don't believe in violence la.

Mamat: Maknanye you masih sayang kat dia lah...
Me: Tak berani ah nak cakap apa-apa...
Mamat: Dia tinggal mana?
Me: Pasir Ris...
Mamat to Dajal: Pasir Ris siapa jaga ah?
(Mamat & Dajal discussing somethings that I don't want to share here.)
Mamat: You tau address dia?
Me: Tak tau. I only know how to go his house...

I was lying. Yes. I don't want anything to happen to him, considering they are capable of doing anything. Maybe I still do love him. Maybe I don't anymore.

Mamat: Kalau ada guy suka kat you tapi you are still attached how?
Me: Then I would ask the guy to go and tell my boyfriend la...
Mamat to Dajal: Ada chance...

Tak berani la. Mamat's not the normal guy who likes me. He's something else. He's someone else.

23:48

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Happy 1st month....?

Hey. For all the shit stuff we've been through. For all those petty arguments. For all those fucked-up situation. Azazil and myself went through the first month.

*Yay-ness...?*

This is total crap. What's a first month anyway?

*Sheesh...*

But I still love you.

00:20

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

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