Wah..
Monday, September 12, 2005
Economics paper was
SHIT!
God!
I seriously need to do something about it. Now I need to do something for the bloody Economics essay this coming Wednesday.
*
Breathe deeply...*
Tell me I can do it. Even though you know I can't.
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I called
Azmi last night. I just felt like talking to him. My handphone number was private so he didn't know that it was me and what my number was.
I'd have to admit that it was nice talking to him. He was working, I called and he still talked to me. I wish he was like that when we were together.
No. I am not holding on to the past. It's just that I don't think there's anything wrong if I was to just reminisce about the past once in a while. Memories with him was nice. He was nice. I changed myself for him. But sadly, it turned out this way.
I read his blog just now. He said he's going to change himself. He said he's going to be like how he was last time. He said he's given up in knowing girls.
Now I am dating somebody else. And even if I were to continue staying in contact with
Azmi, it would be just as friends.
