He hates me now.
Saturday, September 03, 2005
030905(08:01:58) - "How dare u say i'm an idiot in ur msn? I tk pernah kata u mcm2..ok fine.thanks 4 ur words."
030905(12:49:44) - "Sudah la..i make sure u won't be happy in life."
030905(12:55:00) - "Yes,i hate u by calling me an idiot"
030905(13:01:33) - "Ok fine..i make sure u won't be happy 4 the rest of ur life.."I guess what I intended to do come true. I was hoping that he'll hate me eventually. I guess I have to admit that I feel a bit of relieved because what I wanted came true. Now it's easier to let go I guess. He "
cursed" me by saying that he'll make sure that I won't have a good life. It's ok. Life pretty much sucks without him anyway.
Whatever he said about me not being happy for the rest of my life, I just hope that he will be happy for the rest of his life.
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Sigh...*
A different story altogether.
Went for a wedding at
Fort Canning with my
Mom,
Dad and
Amni. The wedding itself have this nice ambience. Unfortunately, I was not really able to enjoy it because I was kind of affected by the messages from
Azmi.
After that, went for another wedding over at
Jurong East at one of the condos. The concept of the wedding is like how I want my wedding to be:
pink and white. Nice.
Have this very bad pain on my back. It's real bad. It's so bad that I can't walk properly. I can't stand easily when I have already sat down because of the pain. I can't sit because it's real painful. And when I lie down and I want to get up, I can't help it but scream in pain.
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Sigh...*
Why is it some people can't seem to accept the fact that I have already started to wear the
tudung permanently? I said I will and I did. It seems that people think that I am the same as I was. Maybe to a certain extent. But let's just accept the new me. Can? If you can't, then I am sorry. I guess you're not really a friend, are you?
