I just wanna sob sob!
Friday, August 12, 2005
Happy happy I was typing. Fast fingers tappin the keyboard. Too fast that I accidentally erased the whole bloody entry.
Was it a joke or was it a joke?
Anyway, my entry on how much I am missing my
brother who is away in
Indonesia is gone.
*
Sob sob...*
My entry on which black top I should wear tomorrow to
Mendaki is also gone.
Anyhoo...I'll be meeting
Azmi tomorrow. I just wish that this meeting will answer all the questions playing in my mind now.
It's near to midnight and I am still not sleepy. I'll have to wake up by
0630hours tomorrow in order to take the
0745hours to meet the rest of the volunteers at
Bedok interchange at
0830hours.
Life without my handphone is
horrible. It's like going
cold turkey. I feel like I am
tortured and cut out from the rest of the world. It feels so
awkward not to reply messages and answer calls using my phone. It's
funny that now my friends calls my house in order to talk to me. I
can't describe how it feels like when people can't contact me when I am not at home.
I want my handphone back! Not exactly handphone. I need a new bloody SIM card lah!