Happy Birthday Bro..!
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Would like to wish my wonderful brother who had been there through
my fucked up and unpredictable life for as long as I can remember,
MAX, a very
Happy Birthday!
Celebrated it by eating
Canadian Pizza and drinking
lemon tea with Is. So basically it was
Max,
Is and myself. Watched music videos. Being crazy.
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What else is new...?*
Woke up this morning and had the shock of my life. There's pimples on my forehead!
*
Fuck...*
The excuse given to why I was late reaching Sembawang MRT. Pimples
ARE my emergency.
Read my
puppy's blog earlier this morning. Something in his entry that made me
sad. Reading it made me feel that he doubting whatever we are sharing now. Reading it made me feel like he's doubting me and my feelings for him. Reading it
hurts me. But I didn't tell him. I tried to hide it from
puppy. I guess I succeeded in a way. He didn't notice the
hurt in me.
It was worst when it was in the evening. He
don't seem to
trust me enough. By the way he messaged me and stuff. It
hurts. I thought he would
trust me enough but I guess I was wrong. It's
sad that this had to happen.
We had to end
Max's mini birthday party earlier. I am sorry bro. I'll make it up to you again one day, aight?
Puppy, I know you would be reading this tomorrow morning. I just want to tell you that I love you and I hope you would be able to trust me and never doubt me.
Please?
