Super fucked up!
Saturday, July 02, 2005
Was contemplating on whether or not I should come to school late yesterday. Messaged
Bel and she told me not to come to school late due to our testimonials.
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Damn...*
Came to school as per normal.
My day was beginning to go downhill when this particular teacher said "
Hi" to me. Can you believe that the teacher that I do not like was the first person to say "
Hi" to me?
Then, another teacher commented on my ear studs. I didn't know that we have the colour rules applied for ear studs too. My ear stud is pink-white stripes. So I went like, "
I didn't know we have to have certain colours for ear studs too". I really didn't know. I didn't really went against her because she's a nice teacher.
Next, in class, I was
forced to donate. I only had 90 pathetic cents in my pocket and I was forced to donate to that
Youth Day thingie. I didn't know you can force people to donate. And the best part was the teacher started to touch my school bag and my Spongebob thermo flask and give that kind of expression like, "
Oh. You can afford to buy these things and you can't afford to donate?". Like it does make much of a difference. My bag is like over 2 years old. And I bought that thermo flask like God knows when. I don't see the bloody link. I don't see the bloody link of my stuff to donating. What? You want me to donate my school bag and my thermo flask to that
Youth Day thingie?
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WHAT THE FUCK...!*
Donations are supposed to come from the heart. I don't think that by donating throughthe school would make much of a difference. Excuse me,
Madam. I donate when I am in public regardless of whatever home that person is selling the donation ticket for.
Stayed back with
Bel after school to study. Thanks to
Amu who treated me to a drink during break and prata for lunch and
Jun who treated me to a drink during lunch. I am so
fucking broke. And this is so unlike me.
Got a message from
Mom about something in my PC folder. I thought I knew what she's talking about but the thing was, those stuff are not in my folder. It's in my
sister's folder. Then I checked it today. I found out those stuff was transferred into my folder. Thanks to my younger sister lah.
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Damn...*
I slept all the way when I got home. Ate my medication and off to slumberland. I didn't even get to talk to
puppy properly last night. I so wanted to tell him about the shit I am going through. But I was too weak. But
puppy understood.
Really am in
no mood to stay at home today. Was wondering where to go. So want to go out but don't know where to go.
Belinda messaged me and asked me of my plans today and whether or not I'll be meeting my
puppy.
Puppy's working so I can't meet him.
Bel's also bored at home. Saw
Max online and asked him whether we could chill at his home.
Max is my saviour. I love you bro!
So, I'll be meeting Bel over at Sembawang MRT at 1400hours. We'll be chilling at Max's place today.I just need to get out of my house today!
Next week is the starting of mid years. I don't think I'll be blogging till the end of the mid years.
Miss me!The last time I met my
puppy was the day I went to polyclinic. And now, I told him that I
won't be able to meet him till the end of my exams.
Puppy. I am missing you badly! :'(
