Friday, February 25, 2005
I am sorry bro. I really tried. No matter how much I tried but I failed.
I just hope you forget about that particular person.
Frankly, I am getting quite pissed with your messages about how much you miss that parson. You sound desperate. I really tried to give you my moral support. I even tried to make you feel more positive. But every message that I get from you lately is that you miss that person. There are a lot of better person out there for you to choose from.
I remembered it was another person in December. And now it's another. "Don't miss them. Let the miss you and look for you," that's what I always say. But endless messages from you saying that you'd really want to contact whoever it is. i just had this urge to tell you to do whatever you want and don't bother to ask me for anymore advise on such matters. If you ask me for advise, and you choose not to listen to it, why bother to ask me in the first place.
I've got a life too and my life don't revolve around your love life. I've got my school, my family, my friends and my love. I really tried to be there for you but it's a bit too much for me now.
Look, I'll be there for you if you change yourself as in not to be so desperate. I once tried to talk to you about my love problem but you didn't want to listen and you changed the topic. Frankly, when I was going through shit about my love life last year, you weren't really there for me, were you? It was my other friends who were there with their endless moral support and of course, my own family. Whenever I talked about it, you would change the subject.
I am not typing all this because I want to get back at you for ot being there for you. It's not that. In fact, I would want to be there for you most of the time. But do understand, everybody has their limits and you are going very near that limit I have for you by your endless messages about that person. I advised you to forget about that person, get on with your life but in t he end, you choose to ignore about it.
Think about it bro.
I apologise if I sound like a bitch and my words may seem harsh. Get back to me, aite?
Love you lots bro.
