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...You Mean Happiness To Me...

her story

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

I am Shaf's crib.

To surf the net. To update my blog. To check my Anak Melayu. And to upload songs into my Motorola E398.

And to meet my Octopus later.

Thank you bro for letting me use your computer to do my stuff.

I lurve you brudder!

-end-

16:35

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

25th January 2005 at 0052hours

I chose Rino.

Why?

It's for me to know and for you to find out.

Why I didn't choose Fareq?

It's for me to know and for you to find out.

I chose Rino.

Fullstop.

Our relationship revolves around the number 0, 2 and 5.

0-2-5 = -3

That's our age difference.

*Octopus...*

20:32

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Monday, January 24, 2005

The ability of impossilbe is impossible?

Hari Raya Haji just passed.

I love my darling lil' nephew.

I love myself.

I love money. In fact, who doesn't?

Let's talk about Fareq and Rino.

Fareq is a working adult who is 5 years my senior.

Rino is a polytechinic student who is 3 years my junior.

*So...*

There is one similarity between the both of them. It is me.

*And...*

Both of them said they like me. The difference is Fareq was straightforward but Rino beats around the bush. Considering the fact that I can be such a blur sotong at times, Rino shouldn't have done that.

*But anyways...*

Fareq is a working adult who is 5 years my senior.

Rino is a polytechnic student who is 3 years my junior.

*Go figure...*

15:21

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending

Oh, oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2
So much for my happy ending
Oh, Oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh Oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh Oh Oh Oh

10:59

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Monday, January 17, 2005

The Shepard's Pie at Delifrance is not nice

Went Delifrance at HDB Hub Toa Payoh with Dean. Shepard's pie was not that great.

*Thanks dear for the treat..*

The seat at Delifrance was so bloody comfy. Very nice place to study at. Nice ambience, no irritatingly noisy kids running around and comfortable seats. What more can I ask for?

We sat there for an hour or two. Talking, talking, talking and talking. He got so animated when he was talking about this French movie about these juvenile kids. And he told me he'll bring me watch it.

He told me about his plans to start studying again. He also told me his plans of migrating to France and stay with his foster mother there. Wish I could join him but I can't. I may experience a culture shock.

*Sigh...*

I know I am going to miss him when the time comes for him to migrate to France.

*Sigh...*

We'll be watching a movie next week. A french movie. I'll have to read the subtitles but he don't have to. Not fair.

*Hmmmph...*

Could we please watch an English movie? Pretty please.........

22:47

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Goo-ing @ Toa Payoh

We went "goo-ing" yesterday after the meeting. Tini, Taufiq, Fizah, Arif, Annas, Shafiqah and Nan. Well, Nan left early.

Taufiq said that there was this saying whereby if you are able to use the cherry stem and tie a knot using your tongue, you are a good kisser. I tried. I did it! I used the cherry stem and tie a knot using MY tongue all in less then 2 bloody minutes!

*Proud of myself..*

Told that to one of my ex. He said I do know how to work my tongue when I was with him.

Hey! Asal tak bilang aku siang siang seh.

*Sheesh...*

Oh. And by the way, guess where will my sister and I will be going during the March holidays. Well, after my Pre-U 3 retreat, my sister and I will be going over to Phuket or Acheh to do volunteer work there, helping out with what needs to be done due to the aftermath of the Tsunami disaster.

*proud of myself...*

10:14

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Saturday, January 08, 2005

Rich Girl - Gwen Stefani

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
[2x]

If I was a rich girl (na, na....)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first-class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold, and I know

If I was rich girl (na, na...)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

I'd get me four Harajuku girls to (uh huh)
Inspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked, I'd give them names (yeah)
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, won't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold, and I know

[Eve]
Come together all over the world
From the hoods of Japan, Harajuku girls
What, it's all love
What, give it up
What (shouldn't matter [4x]), what
Come together all over the world
From the hoods of Japan, Harajuku girls
What, it's all love
What, give it up
What (shouldn't matter [4x])
What happened to my life
Turned upside down
Chicks dat blew ya mind, ding, it's the second round
(Original track and ting, mmm)
You know you can't buy these things (no)
See Stefani and her L.A.M.B., I rock the Fetish
People, you know who I am

Yes ma'am, we got the style that's wicked
I hope you can all keep up
We climbed all the way from the bottom to the top
Now we ain't gettin' nothin' but love

If I was rich girl (na, na...)
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
[3x]

23:12

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Friday, January 07, 2005

Oh! Fuck!

God!

Can't believe what a fool I was.

Anyway, Syed's history. He's gone. Ask me what's his number and seriously, I can't remember. With this I would like to thank these group of people who were there for me. In one way or another, they helped me, ALOT!

My Mommy! I know I was never the perfect daughter but despite all of that, she was there by my side when I had to go through SHIT. Thanks Mak! I know I won't be able to be the perfect daughter but I will be a better one.

Da Famili! Thanks people. I love you. Thanks for being there for me, really. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you people.

Belinda! Really thank you babe. Without you, I think I would have gone insane by now. Really.

Syaz! Thank you sis! No words can ever describe how thankful I am to you. I love you sis!

Max! My bro. Though I always say this to you, I love you dude!

Lastly...

To Syed Muhd! You know who you are ut seriously, I would love to thank you personally but sadly, I am unable to do that because somebody special in my life now do not allow me to contact you anymore, not that I want to. But, I would like to thank you for letting me go through whatever lies and from that, I know what life really is. Thank you. And if you ever chance upon this blog of mine, well, what are you doing here?

And not forgetting Zurah! Thanks. You'll know what I mean.

I am starting the new year with the right foot forward. I choose to forget whatever that happened in the past but I am looking forward to the future with more maturity. I choose to refer to the past as a lesson learnt and a mistake that needs no repetition.

-end-

ps: OG3 of PAE2005 from Millennia Institute(Bartley) rocks big time! We are the CHAMPIONS!

13:07

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Have I told you?

New Year Resolution 2005

1) To be closer to Allah
Do NOT be surprised. Serious. That is one of my many new year resolutions. I will do it. Though I don't think I'll be able to do it to the extreme but I know I will be doing it.

*Support me lah...*

2) To quit smoking AND drinking
I know. I've been saying this for years now but I assure you people that by my 21st birthday this November, I will no more be a smoker and a drinker. It's a difficult thing to do but with the support that you people will be giving me, I can do it, right? I just need the moral support.

*Hint hint.. Clue clue..*

3) I will do well for my A-levels
I will. no more fooling around this year. My time will be focused on my upcoming and dreaded A-levels.

4) Forgive and forget
No more "forgive or forget". It's now "forgive and forget". Shitty things happened to me in 2004, especially towards the end. Well, I choose to forgive those people and forget about their wrongdoings. Serious.

*The fact is: I really can't be bothered with them...*

Well, hello 2005 and goodbye to 2004.

00:27

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee