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...You Mean Happiness To Me...

her story

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Karma - Alicia Keys

Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh
Oh Oh
Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh
Oh
Oh Oh Oh

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cry and try and try to make you stay with me
But still you said the love was gone and that I had to leave

Now you
Talking about a family
Now you
Saying I complete your dream
Now you
Saying I'm your everything
Your confusing me, what your saying to me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'

And when you came home you'd always had some sorry excuse
And explaining to me like I was some kind of a fool
I sacrifice the things I want just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come through

Now you
Wanna be a part of me
Now you
Have so much to say to me
Now you
Wanna make time for me
What you doing to me, your confusing me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'
Night after night knowing something's going on
What's that number for b go-a-go-a-gone

Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what your suppose to do
No need to punch me boo cause I won't play you cause

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

What goes around comes around (yeah)
What goes up must come down
Gotta stop trying to come back to me

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
It's called Karma, baby
And it goes around

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

11:07

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Monday, December 27, 2004

I tried to be strong.

But somehow, I always fail. I tried to push him out of my life but why can't I do it. I know I tell my friends that I don't love him anymore but I can't tell the same thing to myself. I'd be lying if I say that.

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend

There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairy tales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you and now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine in you

Showed me a world I had never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away

And I never believed fairy tales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you and now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine in you

Showed me a world I had never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

This is a way a fairy tale feels
This is the way I know it's real
‘Cause this is the way a broken heart heals yaaaaaeeeee

And I never believed fairy tales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you and now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine in you

Showed me a world I had never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Once Upon a Broken Heart
(The Beu Sisters)

Can't help it, can I?

14:42

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

I had to say it.

"I dun love you.. There's no special feelings for u anymore.. So I hope u will not harbour any thots of getting back with me.. But I hope that we can be frens.. Can?" (17:21:50)

But do I really mean it?

20:28

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

My own apartment.

After my A-levels next year, I, Anith Athirah Rahwom, will be continuing my studies in Kuala Lumpur.

After my A-levels next year, I, Anith Athirah Rahwom, will have my own apartment in Kuala Lumpur.

After my A-levels next year, I, Anith Athirah Rahwom, will be able to get away from all the fucking dickheads that exist in Singapore.

After my A-levels next year, I, Anith Athirah Rahwom , will be 21 years old, which means, I will be give the "key".

Not that I am saying that I've yet to receive it. I've been given the key since I was 16.

The dude at Tangs is super duper cute to the max. The dude at Tangs look like a nice guy. The dude at Tangs sells headphones. I want the dude at Tangs.

-end-

ps: I am in Malaysia now. :)

13:37

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Friday, December 10, 2004

All for the padlocks.

Firstly, I came home and my sister was asking me to accompany her to Tangs.

Secondly, she asked my father to send us to Serangoon NEL.(Do take note that we were going Tangs and there was a direct bus from our area to get to Orchard)

Thirdly, I accompanied her all the way to Tangs all because of... PADLOCKS. I repeat, PADLOCKS.

Why all the way to Tangs? Because there was PADLOCKS of assorted colours available at Tangs.

That's my sister for you.

But, we did buy our darling nephew, Asy, a Winnie the Pooh cuddly bear. He was supposed to be sick but when we went to visit him, tak tau diam budak tu. Sihat je tengok. Apparently, the doctor told my bro and sis inlaw that Asy is advanced for his age. He's doing stuff that a ten month old baby and above would do. He is only 9 months old.

I love my darling nephew.

Anyway people, I will be going over to Perak, Malaysia this coming Sunday(12th of Dec 2004). So again, I won't be going over to Anak melayu or updating my blog, unless I do find the time to visit the lagging-to-the-max internet cafe over at Malaysia.

Cheerios darlings.

22:36

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Thursday, December 09, 2004

My philosophy of life.

I don't believe in love. I don't look for love.

Let love believe in me.
Let love look for me.

-end-

17:27

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

I wanna die. The sequel.

"Eh me dah malas nak layan u tau. Ape u nak ckp u ckp k."

21:53

...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...

ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee