Wednesday, October 06, 2004
You're black, you sexy creature! Seen as a
sophisticated and mature person, you are liked
by many an adult. But otherwise, you're a
rebellious and controversial person. On the
other hand, you're also very conservative and
and frugle. Is it possible that you enjoy
reading a heavy book? But seen as mysterious
and hidden, it may be hard to find someone to
talk to. You're not a particularly outgoing
person, but you do enjoy a good, long talk with
a person. Debating is one of your favorite
forms of communication. You just enjoy
stirring strong emotions inside people, and
watching the reaction. But as you watch, are
you sipping straight (unsweetened) coffee?
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!) brought to you by Quizilla
*Wah...*
Promotional exams are coming and I don't think I'll be able to pull through this. I have this gut feeling that I will not do well.
*Sigh...*
What shall I do if I were to fail. I reallyhave no idea. Get married and produce children? I really have no idea.
I know I am supposed to work extra hard if I want to pass but alot of things are happening in my life at this point of time.
I didn't go to school yesterday because I had a doctor's appointment. Dr. Rachelle set up an appointment for me with a specialist. She said the bump is getting bigger and harder. I didn't say anything to anyone, only my mom. Just now Khai asked me what did the doctor say. I told her that the doctor said nothing. I can't bring myself to say whatever regarding this bump. Frankly speaking, I am very scared. What if the bump is something serious? What if the bump will cause my death? I don't want to suffer before I die. I want to have a peaceful death.
I don't know. Myabe I should just wait till I see the specialist next week. Mom's scared for me too. I didn't tell Dean about what the doctor said too. He just got back from JB so he must have been tired. He accompanied his mom for some traditional medical treatment.
I am missing him the most.
I'll be meeting Dean this Friday. I really do miss him. What will happen after 60 days. I really have no idea.
I'm scared about alot of things now.
I'm scared. I'm really scared.
