her story
Monday, September 20, 2004
That question should not have been asked. I appreciate you asking because you were concern but you could ask me in the privacy of somewhere. I broke down because of that question.
People can call me a cry baby or just too emotional. I don't give a f**king
shit! Be in my shoes then maybe you'll understand me. Be close to me then you'll know the real me. All I am asking from you is for ur understanding and senstivity. Is that to much to ask for.
To whom it may concern,
I've been there for you for God knows how many times. I've cried with you. I've laughed with you. I was even there for you during your suicide attempt, trying to gain your trust while you were there cutting yourself, wanting to bleed to death, so I could stop you. I've been there for you. I didn't care what I was doing. I didn't care whether I had exams the next day. Why? Just because I could be there for you when you need me. Hoping that it'll be the same when my time comes.
I was wrong. Really wrong.
Now all I asked for was for you to hear my cries for help, for assurance. For assurance that someone very important in my life to be ok. But what you said last night really cut deep into my heart. "I am too busy to entertain these. Call me some other time."
Well, maybe when you'll have the time, it'll be too late. too late for you to hear my cries.
Goodbye.
-The one who had been there for you through think and thin.
I'll pray to Allah everyday, please save
her. I love her so much and there's so many things I would want her to see. I want her to see my success. I want her to be there during my convocation. I want her to be there when I receive my degree in the university and NIE. I want her to be there during my wedding day. I want her to cradle my children, her grandchildren, in her arms. I want her with me. I love her.
Please Allah. Just grant me my wish.
00:42
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
her life
Recognise By Many. Known By Few.
Pink Fetish. Camera Whore. Shopping Crazy.
Coffee Disorder. Make Out Pro. Flirt Queen.
Girly Girl. Full Time Narcisst. Sweet Like Candy.
ThiraMisU™.
Anith. Thira. Thir.
(Choose any of the above to address me)
Serangoon Avenue. Singapore.
10th November 1984.
Scorpio.
ladyteera@hotmail.com
her delights
My Family. Him <3.
Money. Adidas. Anna Sui. Black Eyed Peas.
Music. Keanu Reeves. Paris Hilton. Daisies.
Chinese food. Sushi. Coffee. Pink. Shopping.
Shoes. Bags. Accesories. Cleo.
her cravings
A black cat with a long tail & green eyes. =)
Pink Sony VAIO VGN-C13G. Pretty please!
Samsung K5.
Red Sony DSC-T50.
Pink or White Sony Play Station Portable.
Anna Sui Secret Wish.
Gucci Rush.
Davidoff Echo.
Anna Sui complete make up set.
Unlimited supply of contact lenses.
Money. 'Coz it's never enuf.
More Adidas stuff.
Trip to Singapore Zoological Gardens.
Trip to Jurong Birdpark.
Trip to Escape Themepark.
Trip to Sentosa.
Chabox has been moved over to the new blog. =)
