Thursday, September 23, 2004
Mrs. Koh went home early today so we have no Economics for today. So here I am with Khai and Ain in the comp lab.
*Where else can we be during our free periods?*
Janna's not in school because she's going for the check up. As for me, I came o school for only one purpose,
Project Work and I am sick.
*Sigh...*
Let me share something with you people out there. Something about birthdays.
Mine
Is your birthday date 10 of the month?
Your life
You are very capable.
If you are a woman, you have a high chance to be a renowed workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are
not a good follower. You are
good in implementing your
imagination and share it with others. You are always
well dressed.
Your love
You often lose your love ones from being
too jealous. You always feel like you
own the person you fall inlove with and that often blows your relationship.
Sayang
Is your birthday date 27 of the month?
Your life
You are
sensitive and
vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being
too pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a
kind loving person.
Your love
You will be
elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are
demanding in love and sometimes to an
unacceptable extend.
Him
Is your Birthday date 28 of the month?
Your life
You are a
capable person but you usually
underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward, If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the
bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your love
You are quite
unlucky in love.
The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You aften chicken out before seeing any progress in love.
Well, that's the birthdate of
Sayang, Him and
myself.
08:49
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Physically. Mentally. Emotionally.
Life is putting me to the test lately. There's so manythings that had to be done. I don't know. Maybe now I will know my limits. Whether I should continue or whether I should stop.
Emotionally, I am a
wreck. I dont even know my exact feelings at this point of time. It's a mixture of all the feelings available in this world. Am I supposed to be
angry. Am I supposed to be
loved? Am I supposed to be
jealous? Seriously speaking, I have no idea. But one thing's for sure, I am
confused.
Mentally, I am a
gone case. Promotional examinations is in
two weeks time and I've yet to be really ready to face it. Will I make it or will I have to leave school. Either way don't make much of a difference for me because if I really can't make it this year, off I'll go to Malaysia. But what do I really want. To go Malaysia for my studies or to do my best so I am able to continue my studies here and be with my friends with whom I've build a friendship with. Again, I am
confused.
Physically, I am not myself. I think I am
sick. Every morning when
Mr. Haikel sees me, he'll comment that I look sick. Maybe I am. I just fail to realise it. A couple of my
friends too commented that I don't look too good. I don't know. Maybe I am
dying.
I read the "
100 Days Together" story before I went to sleep last night. I cried. Will the same thing happen to me one day? By the time I say "
I love you" to
him, will it be too late? I break down easily these past few days. I cried when I got home the evening when we went to the funeral of one of the teachers' son. He's just 17 and he had to go. Will it be my time soon too? Will I still have the time to repent? Only
Allah knows.
11:01
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Today's
compulsory Learning Journey for the Pre-u 2s will be to the Parliament House. Let me see. This will be my
fourth visit to the Parliament House. The only difference is, this will be the
first time I'll be going with my class
03B2 of Millennia Institute. Our "other half"(those from toh Tuck) will also be there, I think. Best part, we
can't bring our handphone along. Tell me, how can I not live without my handphone. I can't bear to part with my handphone. My handphone is
MY life.
I Wanna Love You Forever
Jessica Simpson
You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it too
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
this can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
and I'll cherish every drop here on my knees
Chorus
I wanna love you forever
and this is all I'm asking of you
ten thousand lifetimes together
is that so much for you to do?
'Cause from the moment that I saw your face
and felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.
I'm gonna to love you forever.
My mind fails to understand
what my heart tells me to do
and I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and now I do
I've always been taught to win
and I never thought I'd fall
be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
now I only want to be right where you are.
Chorus
In my life I learned that heaven never waits, noooo
let's take this now before its gone like yesterday
'Cause when I'm with you
there's no where else that I would ever wanna be, no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you lovin me
Chorus
Forever (ooh)
I wanna love you forever
Everyday, everyday
12:42
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
Monday, September 20, 2004
That question should not have been asked. I appreciate you asking because you were concern but you could ask me in the privacy of somewhere. I broke down because of that question.
People can call me a cry baby or just too emotional. I don't give a f**king
shit! Be in my shoes then maybe you'll understand me. Be close to me then you'll know the real me. All I am asking from you is for ur understanding and senstivity. Is that to much to ask for.
To whom it may concern,
I've been there for you for God knows how many times. I've cried with you. I've laughed with you. I was even there for you during your suicide attempt, trying to gain your trust while you were there cutting yourself, wanting to bleed to death, so I could stop you. I've been there for you. I didn't care what I was doing. I didn't care whether I had exams the next day. Why? Just because I could be there for you when you need me. Hoping that it'll be the same when my time comes.
I was wrong. Really wrong.
Now all I asked for was for you to hear my cries for help, for assurance. For assurance that someone very important in my life to be ok. But what you said last night really cut deep into my heart. "I am too busy to entertain these. Call me some other time."
Well, maybe when you'll have the time, it'll be too late. too late for you to hear my cries.
Goodbye.
-The one who had been there for you through think and thin.
I'll pray to Allah everyday, please save
her. I love her so much and there's so many things I would want her to see. I want her to see my success. I want her to be there during my convocation. I want her to be there when I receive my degree in the university and NIE. I want her to be there during my wedding day. I want her to cradle my children, her grandchildren, in her arms. I want her with me. I love her.
Please Allah. Just grant me my wish.
00:42
...i can't wait a moment more...
...tell me quando quando quando...
ThiraMisU Y PhudzLee
her life
Recognise By Many. Known By Few.
Pink Fetish. Camera Whore. Shopping Crazy.
Coffee Disorder. Make Out Pro. Flirt Queen.
Girly Girl. Full Time Narcisst. Sweet Like Candy.
ThiraMisU™.
Anith. Thira. Thir.
(Choose any of the above to address me)
Serangoon Avenue. Singapore.
10th November 1984.
Scorpio.
ladyteera@hotmail.com
her delights
My Family. Him <3.
Money. Adidas. Anna Sui. Black Eyed Peas.
Music. Keanu Reeves. Paris Hilton. Daisies.
Chinese food. Sushi. Coffee. Pink. Shopping.
Shoes. Bags. Accesories. Cleo.
her cravings
A black cat with a long tail & green eyes. =)
Pink Sony VAIO VGN-C13G. Pretty please!
Samsung K5.
Red Sony DSC-T50.
Pink or White Sony Play Station Portable.
Anna Sui Secret Wish.
Gucci Rush.
Davidoff Echo.
Anna Sui complete make up set.
Unlimited supply of contact lenses.
Money. 'Coz it's never enuf.
More Adidas stuff.
Trip to Singapore Zoological Gardens.
Trip to Jurong Birdpark.
Trip to Escape Themepark.
Trip to Sentosa.
Chabox has been moved over to the new blog. =)
